#muscles nerves and all

[animeorwhatever]

persona 3 fes answer spoilers

SEES after seeing Makoto’s “disappearance” in the Answer:

[azirafuck]

i need to know how crowley walked when he was still an angel

[lastoneout]

So I've noticed recently an issue I tend to have with a lot of pain clinics and doctors in general is that I tend to have appointments early in the day when my pain isn't as bad as it usually is by the end of the day, and so I'll be like "yeah I have pain in my back and knees" and so they'll have me move around my back and knees to see what hurts, but since my pain isn't bad yet those movements don't hurt, so then they think I don't have pain or at least they don't believe my pain is as bad as I say it is. (Which extra sucks bcs typically those movements do hurt...AFTER the appointment. Which isn't helpful.)

So I've decided for my next intake I am going to schedule it as late in the day as I can and then spend the time before it doing anything I can think of to purposefully make my pain as bad as possible so I'm like, actually in believable ammounts of pain when I go in.

Should I have to do that? No! Is that bad bcs EDS is a degenerative disease and so doing things that hurt on purpose is really bad for me? Yep! Am I going to have to do it just to get these clowns to take me seriously? Absolutely 🙃

[frutavel]

Mechagnomes? How about mechagob (kind of)?

I've been adding little bits to her story lately and it's still on the very rough outline stage but the gist of it: Acácia volunteered to test drive a new prosthetic tech. The original test models were... bad, to say the least, but she was able to get much better custom made ones after the fact.

Her prosthetics are powered by a mix of arcane magic, elemental magic and a secret third thing. They connect to her nerve endings through magic and implants along her spine, but they're not and will never be perfect replacements to the limbs she lost.

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

one odd thing about going deeper is that I'm no longer satisfied with shallower. and that's, weirdly enough, a net positive. I've self harmed - eh, twice? in the last month. both were well into the criteria that should have got sutures and ignored it; suspect I hit a vein once and was extremely close to muscle, which feels kind of odd. yeah, it's ramped up; yeah, there's a lot of blood and all that kind of stuff. very high risk of infection, potential nerve damage and all that kind of stuff (though I have not got either of them; I scared off an infection that wanted to hang round by chucking quantities of alcohol on it). but at the same time. that's only twice. that's a lot better than previously.

[bbygirl-aemond]

was watching the house that the dragons built and you're telling me they filmed a shot that SHOWS AEMOND'S DISSECTED EYE JUST CHILLING IN A TRAY??? I don't think tumblr will let me post bc it's very gorey but like the maesters had to CUT OUT HIS EYE bc it wasn't salvageable y'all it's so much worse than I thought 😭😭😭

[pizzopaps]

if someone wants to come replace my pelvis thatd be great

[chicago-geniza]

Aughhhhh I had half a veg wrap and a bowl of ramen broth and a green juice and a DayQuil and all my usual meds and vitamins and inhalers and a sumatriptan for the burgeoning migraine and I still feel sooo bad and have to leave at 6 am for work tomorrow. I'm packing a green juice and a half veg wrap for work lunch and bringing a water bottle with extra Liquid IV sachets and am going to use my cane but askdjjffkrkfkrpfkfjfkfkfkf. I try so hard to take care of my body but I always look and feel fucking awful. I need to shower again but am afraid if I do I won't be able to manage the commute tomorrow morning. I need to be on SSI lol

[lightishpurple]

Mikusonas are still a thing, right? Okay cool anyway here's my anatomy Miku he's so weirdgirl

[fisherrprince]

im becoming an encyclopedia of hand and arm fatigue. like the names of the exact tendons and nerves and what to do about them type thing

[moonchild-in-blue]

I messed up my wrist ☹️

[frankensteinmutual]

digestion related tmi ic

[mars-ipan]

i am hoping to never have to get another colonoscopy again (until i’m old enough to need to get them etc etc) but tbh i would very much like to experience the relief and comfort i felt when i woke up, was able to eat a warm meal (meatloaf + mashed potatoes, perfect comfort food (and it being soft was great bc i had had a endoscopy and broncoscopy done too so my throat was SORE)) for the first time in over 24 hours, got to wear super comfy anti-blood-clot compression boots, was on regular doses of IV tylenol and therefore the most pain free i had been in ages, and then got to sleep for the rest of the day. AND there was the joy of being told i didn’t have crohn’s. it was solid

[palms-upturned]

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[daisychainsandbowties]

20k?!?!? I've always been kind of stocky so I figured in a fight or flight situation I would need to at least look like I can put up a fight hence my goal toward pull ups and broad shoulders but damn the stamina you must have (in a non sexual way)

my dad was kind of a long-distance running champion when he was younger so he used to take me out on circuits and then i did cross-country running in school (predictably because a girl i liked was too scared to join up by herself. same reason i played basketball and camogie for years lmao) so i guess i built it up over time.

the long runs are really nice actually and sometimes a 5k can be harder because with the long runs i fast to carry as little weight as possible and after about 8-9k it doesn’t feel like running at all, like an airplane reaching cruising altitude. it’s the first few kilometres that you have to fight through.

and yeah there is a pace that just… might as well be a stroll to me. and you have to maintain it really carefully especially with uphill/downhill. can’t charge up can’t let yourself breeze down the other side. but there’s nothing more peaceful than 12k into it out in the plains with my music or just the wind. i’ve missed it so much 🥹

[alilaro]

......a spark...?